Tuesday, October 26, 2004
maybe; i was living in someone else's dream.
maybe; i was missing the simple things.
my footsteps are getting tired.
im drained.
my everything could be ending.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
9:39:00 AM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
i couldnt get to sleep last night. i was so worried about my results.
and it came back positive. i passed. now's left with english and math.
i blew my math alright. i passed my combines! damn, im so happy.
combines were shit for ca. it barely reached 45. alright. it's over..
yesterday was terrible, i tell you.
i woke up at two in the morning and was shivering like crazy.
my body was aching like f*ck. my head felt like a thousand men was hammering nails into it.
i slept the whole day. didnt have any appetite.
pills are digusting.
right now, i am soooo ccooold.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
7:04:00 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
im learning to fall-
i bruise easily.
and i dont feel fine.
before time spins out of control like an endless symphony,
i want to leave,
*to somewhere only we know.
this could be the end of everything.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
10:53:00 PM
Friday, October 15, 2004
something seems to be happening. it's a hunch. maybe im wrong, probably im just thinking too much.
it's there and it's urgent.
maybe it's just me. whatever it is, i dont wish for it to get any worse.
went out today, with a big bunch of kids! noo, we're all merely playful.
i had fun. it hasnt been like that for a long time.
i used to reminisce about it. i dont have to anymore, now.
i am happy, please allow me to stay this way.
it's been a rough road.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
11:32:00 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004
i dont regconise the life im leading right now anymore.
i've never realised how complicated things got till now.
im irritated. yes, with someone over something. and that's the something that's been weighing on my mind,
for a long time.
sometime, maybe, when im ready,
i might say.
but it's hard when no one seems to care, when you're actually bleeding deep inside.
no one's there, no one reaches out. and then, you're so alone, in the dark,
you just keep going in deeper as the undertow pulls.
this is how i feel, i know you'll never understand.
no one does.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
3:13:00 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
im stuck, now, in the cold, empty house.
and when all you're hearing is your winamp playing songs of the broken hearted,
it's tough not getting all depressed and stuff under such circumstances.
so now, tell me 'bout your day.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
9:03:00 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
when you're close to the edge, remember,
someday, it'll all be over.
one day, we'll soar like eagles.
just hold on and believe.
okay, the above was something stupid i came up with.
i got a stupid, fucking painful pimple on the side of my poor nose! anyhows, went ps today.
i had fun. saw patrick! and squirdward. plus lots of spongebob.
ah, i want to live in the eighties. the music, wicked.
okay, i'll catch you sometime later.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
8:10:00 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
i haven't touch the computer for the past few days. yes, this feels good.
i've been so stressed out. tomorrow's paper is a hurdle i'll have to pass.
yes, after that..... language papers. that, no stress. whahaha.
the sesame street song's eerie. i swear it didnt sound like that before. oh well.
ready..
sing, sing a song,
make it simple to last your whole life long~
dont worry that it's not good enough, for anyone else to hear,
just sing, sing a song!
lalalalalalalalalalalalala~
there's been things weighing on my mind.
loads, and it's taking its toll.
it's tough when you're out here all alone.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
2:39:00 PM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
i needa study, pls.
the tagboard's at the bottom, just in any case you've missed it.
i wanted a wish fairy,
for the sweetest things to stay.
but i know, nothing last forever.
naivety_
buy me a tiara and some stars;
7:21:00 PM
i did this the whole night. is it okay? does it look funny?
yes, tagboard's at the bottom.
oh, happy belated kids' day ;)
buy me a tiara and some stars;
4:18:00 AM
Friday, October 01, 2004
i've got a twangy feeling in my tummy. i dont know if that's the right word but anyways, it doesnt hurt; just makes you feel bloated and pukified. it's terrible. yes, i feel as if this is the way im gonna die. yup, it's terrible.
the com restarted itself, twice.lols. im irritated.
yes yes, see you in an hour's time, with a new skin. *smile!
`i'll be your santarina, your smile angel.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
5:38:00 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
maybe; i was living in someone else's dream.
maybe; i was missing the simple things.
my footsteps are getting tired.
im drained.
my everything could be ending.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Thursday, October 21, 2004
i couldnt get to sleep last night. i was so worried about my results.
and it came back positive. i passed. now's left with english and math.
i blew my math alright. i passed my combines! damn, im so happy.
combines were shit for ca. it barely reached 45. alright. it's over..
yesterday was terrible, i tell you.
i woke up at two in the morning and was shivering like crazy.
my body was aching like f*ck. my head felt like a thousand men was hammering nails into it.
i slept the whole day. didnt have any appetite.
pills are digusting.
right now, i am soooo ccooold.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Saturday, October 16, 2004
im learning to fall-
i bruise easily.
and i dont feel fine.
before time spins out of control like an endless symphony,
i want to leave,
*to somewhere only we know.
this could be the end of everything.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Friday, October 15, 2004
something seems to be happening. it's a hunch. maybe im wrong, probably im just thinking too much.
it's there and it's urgent.
maybe it's just me. whatever it is, i dont wish for it to get any worse.
went out today, with a big bunch of kids! noo, we're all merely playful.
i had fun. it hasnt been like that for a long time.
i used to reminisce about it. i dont have to anymore, now.
i am happy, please allow me to stay this way.
it's been a rough road.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Monday, October 11, 2004
i dont regconise the life im leading right now anymore.
i've never realised how complicated things got till now.
im irritated. yes, with someone over something. and that's the something that's been weighing on my mind,
for a long time.
sometime, maybe, when im ready,
i might say.
but it's hard when no one seems to care, when you're actually bleeding deep inside.
no one's there, no one reaches out. and then, you're so alone, in the dark,
you just keep going in deeper as the undertow pulls.
this is how i feel, i know you'll never understand.
no one does.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Saturday, October 09, 2004
im stuck, now, in the cold, empty house.
and when all you're hearing is your winamp playing songs of the broken hearted,
it's tough not getting all depressed and stuff under such circumstances.
so now, tell me 'bout your day.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Friday, October 08, 2004
when you're close to the edge, remember,
someday, it'll all be over.
one day, we'll soar like eagles.
just hold on and believe.
okay, the above was something stupid i came up with.
i got a stupid, fucking painful pimple on the side of my poor nose! anyhows, went ps today.
i had fun. saw patrick! and squirdward. plus lots of spongebob.
ah, i want to live in the eighties. the music, wicked.
okay, i'll catch you sometime later.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Thursday, October 07, 2004
i haven't touch the computer for the past few days. yes, this feels good.
i've been so stressed out. tomorrow's paper is a hurdle i'll have to pass.
yes, after that..... language papers. that, no stress. whahaha.
the sesame street song's eerie. i swear it didnt sound like that before. oh well.
ready..
sing, sing a song,
make it simple to last your whole life long~
dont worry that it's not good enough, for anyone else to hear,
just sing, sing a song!
lalalalalalalalalalalalala~
there's been things weighing on my mind.
loads, and it's taking its toll.
it's tough when you're out here all alone.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Saturday, October 02, 2004
i needa study, pls.
the tagboard's at the bottom, just in any case you've missed it.
i wanted a wish fairy,
for the sweetest things to stay.
but i know, nothing last forever.
naivety_
buy me a tiara and some stars;
i did this the whole night. is it okay? does it look funny?
yes, tagboard's at the bottom.
oh, happy belated kids' day ;)
buy me a tiara and some stars;
Friday, October 01, 2004
i've got a twangy feeling in my tummy. i dont know if that's the right word but anyways, it doesnt hurt; just makes you feel bloated and pukified. it's terrible. yes, i feel as if this is the way im gonna die. yup, it's terrible.
the com restarted itself, twice.lols. im irritated.
yes yes, see you in an hour's time, with a new skin. *smile!
`i'll be your santarina, your smile angel.
buy me a tiara and some stars;
_amanda:
coded 12;
her king;
swirlies;
glitter;
stars;
tortisefamily.
