Wednesday, March 31, 2004
I cant find the campfire song code. urgh. but got the fun song one. damn funny seh. there was another one whereby this old woman will sing.
today during english was laughing like mad la.. damn funny can. c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g SONG! if you think we cant go faster then you're wrong! lol!
man.. i hate her can. dont want her to go for camp. fucking bastard. say my neh small. it's not lorr. at least someone said it was big. not like yours. wha laus. look at your size and ah ***'s. you're like... fatter den her and you're smaller?! your neh neh never grow ones ar?! then put there for what? to rot? ass. that's for implying that my neh neh poks are small. you better watch out during camp sia. you suck la. toopid small neh neh come say my neh neh poks' small. ha! so funny.
gonna finish the banner tomorrow. and there's debate.. totally sucks. ha! i cant wait for camp sia...... i think that ah lian's gonna spoil the whole item during campfire. she confirm got something to say one lorrs. say the banner ugly. you got do la. act so smart when you're not. got to hell and kiss my bell man.
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12:19:00 AM
Monday, March 29, 2004
had many intruders in class today.. the something lan one.. mindy and some other sec ones. man.. the sec ones are so.. dots. did the banner today. incompleted still. sighs. was laughing like shit the whole day. was teasing jac during recess today. dont know waht. talked about the canoe. something about her and ahems. the thing will just be 90 degress straight. then, she would murder her partner with that thing. haha. damn funny la.. got math test tomorrow and i haven studied. art's incomplete. im sucha slacked la. and an ass too. hee haw! lol.
watching the eye 2 on wed. and there's like camp the next day. shall spook the hell outta everyone during camp. im so evil......
becca...... i try to do your taggie tomorrow.
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3:17:00 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2004
bought this real nice skirt from zara. whoo! am totally happy with myself. and i haven finished my art. -wtf- comp lag yesterday. it's the cause of it all! surprise, surprise. i am excited about alpha camp. lol. i accused someone wrongly. -slaps forehead- this is so dumb can...... oh, almost forgot. acutally, im not sure la.. issit your birthday? hahas. got my brows shaped today, finally. after sucha long time. im just so lazy larr... cant blame me right. im tired. got a black bikini today. it totally rawks. black's so cool. \/\/hatever. what else did i get.. well, nothing. wanted this bag from 77. too bad, we forgot all about it. hur hur hur.
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7:32:00 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2004
someone please. kill me. im such an ass slacker. ahhhhh...... wasted time doing nothing. needa do up my art. why, why did i take art. some shitified ass mistake i made. im so so tired. art, there's like 2 years more to go.. it's draining me up emotionally and physically. the fuxking a2 board's like more then half of me. art sucks. and im probably gonna be stuck with it my whole life. what. take up physiology? someone. shoot. me. dead. please.
urghs. guess there'll be no sleep for me today. =) till i finish what i planned to finish.
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10:21:00 PM
im going for camp! i've decided. =) am so proud. going out.. to get some stuff for camp. as well as my 10 year. lost it seh. some shit must have stole it. that ass can just head for hell. changed my skin. pretty, aint it. my immortal seems to be saying about this very cowardly guy. bleahs. guys. lol.
just realised that we've been rather spooked these days. the smell of flowers outside lab 4. seems like we are the only ones who can smell. it's kinda scary la.. like what happened to winnie and becca in the toilet near the art room. going for camp soon and we're probably gonna scare some shit outta ourselves. haha. im bored. and toopid jac hung up on me. she's always like that. something's really wrong with her phone. =)
//Evanescence - My immortal
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4:48:00 PM
Friday, March 26, 2004
hrmps. am i supposed to do something? ehs... cant recall. yeah. we shall forget all about it. getting kinda bored with my blog's skin. it needs a change of clothes. haha. running a temperature, 3 days straight. beat that. bet you cant. =P down with flu. the bugs can just go to hell man.
bonded with my rawkable today. was at parkway with cindy and vivian. yeah. didnt succumb to the temptations at mos. basically cause i had zero money. geddit? was hungry like fuck. so be it. la la la. left cindy all alone. im so sorry la. there's a store there named after me. serious. met some strange people in bus. they were like.. fucking loud? man.. where has civilisation gone? in my ass. eeyhore. had a great time laughing. =) they make my day.
the alpha camp person came to school to brief. the person kept looking at nana. Instructor Christine to be precise. so she kept responding. but it sent wrong signals to tangy wangy. "Christina, I can see that you're quite excited about the camp...." Alrights. As a matter of fact, she was tramautized la. camp.. maybe i should go. we shall see. ;) there's like 9 of us not going. it'll be 10 with me in. then barnabas will have the smallest number of people. which totally sucks. banner's almost ready. class decoration.. nah. got a feeling that the shirts gonna be green. lalala. just take that, green's lovely. but shocking green's scary. im ssssooooo addicted to this love. priya told me lots of stuff. yeah. just hope everything goes well. leave it to god. he'll never let you down. somethings are meant to happen. but these are the things which will make you stronger.
chongster's getting outta hand these days. lol. just relax la.. logging in wouldnt kill you right. why bother getting all uptight about her mentioning your name.. she's just experiencing some mega pms. see, menopaulse's reaching. she's mad. she came into class for math and started screaming her head off. finding fault at everything. by the way ms ho, we aren't the dirtiest class and the most ill-discipline one. get your facts right first. stop making us waste unesscesary energy on cleaning. you're not the one in class most of the time anyway. it's just a torture having you as my form teacher. ooo.. i haven logged in for the month of march. =) power, aint it.
"Fats keep you warm" as quoted from dionna. smile! unicode this. it has meaningful verses in it. cheers.
像一场梦 却醒不过来 另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得 为何你付出所有
只是一想起你的温柔 就会让我看不清楚 你想做的你
没有谁强迫我坚强 我却都忍的住 清醒的孤独
你永远是我的最爱 不管爱你有多难
我的心只想属于你 无法预知的未来
你试着抱起我 却看见远方寂寞 爱将会克服一切 在我心中
你永远是我的最爱 不管爱你有多难 我不会停止爱你
握着你温热的手 就算偶而透露 你的不安和放纵 我总是相信你
像一场梦 却醒不过来 另一个你在看着我
他问我愿不愿意 给你更多的自由
只要一想起你的忧愁 就会让我看不清楚 我想做的我
没有谁强迫我坚强 我却都忍的住 梦理的孤独
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8:56:00 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
*i wanna cut hair....! i need to cut my ugly hair. am very very bored with it. i need something new. i need something stylish. i need life. haha. yesterday's lunch was damn funny la.. wan tan anyone? haha. slack the whole time during art lesson. she wasnt here. peace out! went back to class.. early. got spooked. ghost stories, ghost stories. haha. we were exchanging them in class. got really freaked out when we smelt... flowers? alrights, alrights. i know, i know. we're lame. =) such entertainment's needed every now and then. =) still pondering whether to go for alpha camp. should i? to go or not to go. urgh. this is so darn fustrating. it simply sucks la. i dont wanna go cause of the activities. but on the other hand, i wanna go cause of friends. okay. i shall decide another day. need a bath man. going out soon. yeah. urgh.. the song sounds like some fustrated pianist's playing. no, no. no fustration needed here. only peace and serenity. la di da. somehow, somewhere. this feels like it's going out of point. "....I cant see the point man." did 8 rounds today. and guess what? cindy teo will be back next thursday! man! she's a torture! urgh.. pe will be like military training. she'll shape our bods up and turn us into some bulky girls. haha. guess im just thinking too much =) am i? dont know, dont care. all i know is that i feel so alive after those 8 rounds round the track. i'm alive babeh! today's trip home was entertaining. =) laughing at almost everything. the woman was chasing the bird away from her otah stall.. and the bird just 'ran'. hey! you've wings man! man? no.. bird. =P had the ah guaish guy sat opposite me. minalian was laughing like mad? i admit, me too. haha. i stared really hard at him.. he.. reminded me of............. shuwei. (O.o)?! yes. shuwei. wahahahahahaha. joke of the day babes! okay la, all gay guys look like him. came across this gay guy's profile on friday. and ta-da! he looked like shuwei. whoops! im sorry la huh. just cant help thinking bout it. it's just me. met mylynn<--is that how you spell her name? --on the bus? man. that was the worst. she pesters amanda, amanda freaks out, amanda avoids, amanda hides. geddit?! get the picture...? lum di dum. alrights. im gonna be late. and im gonna be ssssoooooo busted. "Ahhhhhh................!"
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5:02:00 PM
Friday, March 19, 2004
Just watched some chinese documentry on suicide. Suicide.. scary? Well, maybe. If you were to tell me.. you've never thought about. I'll take that if that came from an idiot. Guess even an idiot thought about it. Ever stared out of the window and wondered how it would be like to jump off? Ever felt like the pain you were going through proved too much? Ever felt like you couldn't breathe? Ever sat down to cry, complaining life was so darn unfair? Ever thought that God was some unreasonable freak to put you through all these? Well, things happen for some reason right? Studies show that at some point of time in life, you'll probably suffer from depression. Or some form of depression. Used to think I was some freak. Cause every now and then, I thought of suicide. Taking the easy way out was the best I could think of. Just wished I could run away from everything. Or maybe I was better off dead. I wasn't good in anything and I know I wasnt good enough for anyone. I was/am some useless ass. I questioned God and I questioned myself. Got so tired of questioning, I slit my wrist. Pain? The pain wasnt there anymore. It got to the point where nothing else mattered. Where the blood I saw represented life. I wasn't dead. I know I wasnt. But everything felt so numb. I needed someone to talk to. But who? I'm all alone. My world caved in. I couldnt find anyone. Everywhere I turned, I was greeted with emptiness. Some wounds healed. Others never did. Till now, my mind's filled with suicide. And I dont like it when others talked about their dads. About how unreasonable their dads are. This friend of mine hates her granny, for some unknown reason. Wished she was dead. She's your granny, for crying out loud! You know, everytime I joked about my father this and that. Deep down, it hurts so badly. Just didn't show it. Even if I did, who would sympathise? You? What a joke. My final verdict? Suicide's the best option. Cause no one would hear you out. No one. You're all alone. Just like me.
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11:52:00 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
I ssssssooooooo blarddy bored. there's like absolutely nothing to do.
i saw her. i think it's her. i dont know. im so farking confused. guess im always so confused. letting the tears flow never felt so good.
it's not gonna change is it. you'll never believe me. im moving on. grown up.. and earsing the pain. guess i'll see you somewhere down the road. we'll be acquaintances once more.
i think it's her. everything about her. her eyes. her smile. her grin. her gaze. she's got me mesmerized. she made me feel like i could not breathe. and all i want to do is to feel her touch. but i kept backing off. the fear's there. afraid to commit. i guess i scared you off. all im asking for is your understanding..
send me an angel to heal my broken heart for being in love.
earse these memories that plays like a film without sound.
they haunt like a restless soul.
free me..
stay with me and i'll be there with you.
encoding in unicode.
冷风过境
吹乱心情 露出了伤心
我有 多么伤多么痛 你不会相信
冷风过境
吹动记忆 心无法痊愈
等待 有多苦有多难
梦何时会醒
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5:39:00 PM
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
I got tanner!
Yay! Haha. Abit only la. The sun was so small yesterday. Met 3 drizzles. Dammit. How are we suppose to tan like that right? Haha. Shall plan another tanning outing soon.. Yeah. I must get tanner. The tanner, the better. Yeah.... I got my legs tanner. Actually, that's my aim la. to get my legs tanner so it'll look slimmer. haha. Bleahs.... got a skirt yesterday from pepper plus. Wanted to get the topshop one. But it's 63 and it does not look like it's worth that much. yeah. decided to go zara before deciding on getting the topshop one. haha. yesterday was fun la.... real tired. haha. my mama looked at my face and thought of fried rice. what the hell. so funny can.. haha. okay. nothing much. one thing: i perfer siloso to sunset bay. haha. it's much cleaner and lesser crowd at siloso. yeah... i got into the water! yay! haha. used to get really intimidated by the waters. yep. but still, i dare not go into the deeper part. haha. yeppers! bought a new pair of shoes on sunday, i think.. at jurong point. that place's rather nice to shop la.. kinda big. haha. the shoes are really my kind. haha. bleahs.
"..You're just somebody who wastes all my time.."
//Backstreet boys - 10 thousand promises
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4:50:00 PM
Sunday, March 14, 2004
You. You. You. You. You. You. You! It's all you. always you.
made me smile and left me with a heart yet to mend.
all im left with are memories of you and me.
i tried to fake it.
but the pain's there.
intoxicating.
im poisoned,
imprisoned by our prancing moments.
and now i see through painted vision, blurred with lies.
tears will fall like the passing rain,
i felt my way round,
couldn't find.. and i couldn't see,
those familar hands that used to hold me..
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12:41:00 AM
Saturday, March 13, 2004
I changed the music again.......! Haha. In less den an hour sia. haha.
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8:27:00 PM
Changed my blog music....... haha. was reluctant to change the maroon 5 song but. yeah.. thought energy's missing you was a beautiful song so yeah. that's how i arrived with a decision. haha. lame seh. bleahs. got a feeling im gonna put the maroon 5 song back soon..... haha.
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7:51:00 PM
Yay! School hols! Whoo~ Haha
That Dionna's a potential terrorist man. She wanted to blow up the whole 53 bus can.. Lighting the lighter in a bus?! Man..... She wanna kill us all! Ah........! Toopid know she..... Wfua laus. Fool. Haha. Okay. Collected ca results yesterday. Failed.. 3? Passed ones were only borderline. Believe it or not man. I failed literature. Damn shitified. It was like only....... 41.2? And Yuen got 40. Man. That ho-ley cher dunch know how to mark essays can. She was the one who gave us the points. In one way or another, she's marking her own work. Lame sia. Haha. Yesterday was the funniest la. I wore Yuen's uniform. Cause vian had this size 38 uniform and dunno how come.... we changed uniforms. I wore yuen's. She wore rawkable's and rawkable wore hers. Haha. I looked like so.... so i dont know what. And i just remembered im supposed to do char's blog. and i forgot the add. haha. never mind.. shall wait for her to return to sg and ask her. yeah. going sun tanning tomorrow! Whoo! Can hardly wait man. Haha. Wish I could re-live yesterday. It was so damn funnie. Haha. Chongster aka Tall Ass is now also known as the under nourishment panda. The way she smiled yesterday.. you should have seen it. Wfua laus. She looked like some panda can.. den got not enough bamboo to eat. Haha. Damn funny. And when we were collecting results, the whole gang of us crowded round joyce's and winnie's table. Ho-ley asked what we were doing.. "We're bonding" Haha. No la..... illegal gathering la. My shoulders are aching man. Must be the heavy bag. Haha. Okay. Didn't go for the energy thingy. didn't wanna go. not because im tired. but because i felt that it's embarrassing. Haha. Just read vivian's blog. Vian ar..... dont think too much about her la...... Later kana the moh peng disease. Ahahaha! We're all evil freaks la. Haha. Got a mango racer yesterday. It's pink! and really figure hugging. Haha. Okay.. wanted this skirt but thought that it was too transparent. didnt get it. couldn't be bothered to try. yeah. collected passport yesterday. I can sum up something about the ica peeps. they either have attitude probs or pms. Urgh! They suck la. Im so tired............ haha. Did chi-na compo yesterday. wrote about xiao ben ben pon-ing school for energy. xiao ben ben is her la.... This over weight person. Okay. I know im mean.. she's over weight wad. Stating the fact. Im over weight too..... haha. Bleahs. i just love my friends la. I know you're just jealous.
//Michelle Branch - Breathe
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2:06:00 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Whahahaha! I finally found the song! This love by maroon 5. It totally rocks. Yeah... love it. Man.. had terrible mens cramp today. so didn't do pe......... spent the lesson in the sick bay with rockable, dionna, pui and su---anne. haha. laughed like crazy. and nana never go for art again.. haiyo. nana. *wags finger. cannot like this. haha. anyway. stayed back did jac's art.. did nonsense la. it'll be surprising if the work passes. haha. lame. then went to j8.. ate the bbbbaaaalllllls.......... haha. saw some nerdified idiots. okay la. funny stuff happened. my mens cramp still there say. cant stand it. and i freaked the hell outta yvonne. haha. wanted to say everyone failed ss. but i typed everything failed. haha. Sorry la... dont cry. =) okay. only 3 of us passed ss. chongster, me and becca. beck's the highest man.. then me.. then chongster. only got 62.something. haha. but i topped the class for the very first test. there was only one test anyway.. haha. okay. shall stop crapping. and the this love song is incomplete! what the fuxk. cheat my feelings...... feeling so cold. dammit man. and the tag board's got a problem.. yeah. my name tag's with big bird! wad the fuck. talked some much crap man when we were in her office. what the hell. her office damn big but she doesn't deserve that much space.. but oooooo. i forgot. she's a bird. she needs space to ffffffflllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy! haha. she sucks la. she thinks she's got feathers then she very cool. no lorr. i think skin's nicer. and yeah, yeah. i was right. yuen still likes azilah. yeah.. haha. she stopped calling me pig. i really really cant stand it man........ whenever she calls me that. i know la. short and fat. dont have to everytime call and remind me mah. idiot. but.. recently.. when she calls me that. i ignore her. haha. yeah..... asshole know she. everytime bully me. hrmpf! what the fuxk. urgh................
//Maroon 5 - this love
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6:30:00 PM
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
okay.. know i haven updated since friday.. yeah. shall update you on the happenings. scroll down if ya wanna read.
Saturday
Had sports meet.. yep. Lee didn't get champion. As expected. the cheerleading sucks. haha. okay. thou shall not criticise. cause thou arent any better. haha. talking crap la, i know.. okay. so went for breakfast at mac's. woke up late so took a cab down. darn, i wasted money on shit again. urgh. then........ jac asked me to buy harshbrown for her.. i did. but left it there. what the fuxk. urgh. how dumb can i be man..... okay. fine. Went for lunch with mei mei, char, pui, jac and bon. yeah. we all ate chicken rice. yeah.... arent afraid of the chicken flu or something like that la huh. not sure.. okay. priya called said she dont wanna meet us if ben's there. i told her ben's not with us. she said okay. she'll go and meet us in town instead.. but............ as usual. she did not. mei mei, jac, pui and me headed down town.. took lotsa neos.... yep. busted all my ka-chings on neos can you believe it..... god dammit. urgh. but it's okay. neo's my first love la..... if i saved all the money instead of sending it all into the machine.. i believe i would have saved enough to get the machine myself. or i could marry a rich old man and spent his money on buying machines after machines and take all i want. haha. lame thought though. yeah. hmm.... oh.. meet this fucking gay at cine. he kept dropping his coins and i got real pissed off. and starting shooting my mouth off. then he said something.. 'extra'.. pui was like wanna say, say it louder. like us. haha. okay.... meet vivian and ah pau after taking neos. told them what happen.. then vivian wanna do something to him la..... ah pau push her then she in turn pushed him. yeah.. he said kao pei. huh?! kao pei? his hokkien worse than mine can?! kao pei si mi? did we even shout? nnnoooooooo......... we merely pushed him. kao pei? haha. joke of the day. okay. saw some skinny bitch trying to dance and shake like christina aguilera.. when she's like fatless?! shake sai. shake all her bone break. meet leen, corrine.. manda, miao.. some other peeps in town. yeah. we were the only ones in house tees...... haha. yep. went to the causeway point's funfair.... was pratically wasting my time there and i was freaking tired. got home rather late. did my stuff and slump onto bed.
Sunday
Wanted to jog......... but yeah. was too tired to pull myself outta bed. haha. lazy bones. went out with mummy..... got a new bra which cost 30 plus. wanna get that pink nike sb neh. so be-au-ti-ful. shall get it........ my new bra rocks haha. you know that piere cardin 'hip-hop' generation bra..? yeah. it totally rocks though i not like totally into bras................ haha. but. the bra was pink so yeah. haha. okay got new socks on sat. puma pink ankle length socks. yeah.... it rocks too. haha. okay. got the clock..... uh huh.... nothing much really happened. yep. just that my back's been aching since the day we did 2 sets of 3 rounds during pe... yea.
Today
Yay! today. went oms to mum mum. manda lent me cash.. haha. i was so hungry can. didn't eat during recess.. and we kept muching away after lunch. we were like pigs. haha. i'm one la........ got home and ate again. =/ okay. stayed back. got really lame in the library.. 'talked' to the sec ones. haha. okay. shan't elabourate. yep yep. my back's aching again.. toopid mei mei. darn fickle minded say she. haha. pasa malam started! food! haha. shall eat tomorrow if mummy comes home early. yep yep. okay. shall stop here. tomorrow's a new day.. yeah. lame la. energy arriving tomorrow. 100 percent garuntee she's not coming to school.. got this premonition. haha. i can tell the future la. i rawk. anyway.. she did this presentation on them today. she wasn't the one talking but.. dont think you act like you know them very well.. you think you rawk la. well, you dont. and then nana me leen got real lame. haha. okay. I hate Ben. is that fine with you?
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6:51:00 PM
Man... im like in school now... in the damned library. so bored. slept the whole day yesterday. yep. it was raining.. haven blogged. i know. so im doing it right now. and i dont know what to say.. cause nothing happen yesterday. slept the whole day so how could something happen right? right. pui's playing pool which is bad for health. and the school com's keyboard sucks! haha. my passport's ready for collection.. yeah. mummy's on leave this friday.. uh huh.. gonna go collect my passport. yep. oh.... some bandung sec ones are playing NEOPETS.. can you believe it.. it's like oh my god. toopid yuen pissed me off man.. she made me do all the social studies work.. like hell. she was just concentrating on getting high with dionna and christina... urgh. so sickening. in the it resource room summore.. with jacob right in the front. haha. it's oh man.......... and she fell off the chair trying to act suductive infront of nana. Whahahahahahah!
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3:54:00 PM
Friday, March 05, 2004
Ah! We changed places today. My eileen's gone..... boo hoo. I am so sad. When we connecting well.......... e.ho separate us. what is this man. hai..... she now sitting with er-he. haha. and she's like one end of the class room and i'm at the other. went recess with jac, pui.. leen. manda.... nana, cindy.... and pok pok. then we were like talking in this language.. damn funny man.......! Haha. only we understand la. cause 3d2 rawks. Yeah! Haha. Haiyo. I feel so bloody naughty today. Did alot of naughty things. not a lot la.. copied ting xie.. then we ***** from *ook***p. yeah. cant say it man............ not i do one la...... but we all played a part. haha. i want the small notebook! So cute! Nana ish a naughty girl..... yeah. haha. But we rawk la. we simply rock. haha. today was relatively okay.... just that math was super boring. she taught some 3x-9+blah blah blah=0 Huh? I dont understand lor. only know a little man....... i am so toopid. haha. but still, i rawk. yeah. went back with priya today.. talked alot about.. ben/benedict. she totally sucks man. she really really sucks. enough bout her. cant stand her.. we're meeting tomorrow at heartland's macs.. to have breakfast. ya. kinda stupid la, i know.. but who cares. got sports meet tomorrow which totally sucks cause it's like at hougang stadium.. and where the hell is that? i dont know..... so yeah. didn't finish my art....... dont know what to draw but handed in. haha. cant be bothered man...... my art sucks. regretted taking art. f and n looks easier.. haha. but never mind. the only thing i really regret is taking pure lit. it's tougher than i thought. yeah. feel so sleepy and fat man. shall go do some rope and perspire alittle...
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5:14:00 PM
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Hai yo! Met some despo on irc. Ah!!!! So despo can. Just went in to download songs and he came to talk to me.. what the fuxk man. what did i do... ah!! scary can.. and im not like sssooo into guys. hello?! you're talking to a homosexual here. oh man. dont hook me up man. *runs around screaming*Get away!! AH! I dont like you!! I've got someone else!! Go away! Somebody save me ar!
Man............ bad day. Didn't go school cause didnt finish my art. urgh.. drew like only 2? one completed. but one's of a junk boat which i dont know what has it gotta do with chinatown. haha. anyway. dont really have lots of pictures.. so ya. i'm freaking dead. bloody cocked up man.. my phone. it's cranky!!!! Ah!! What am I to do man........ urgh. there's sports meet on saturday. there goes my beauty sleep. what the fuxk! cant they hold it on a school day or something. urgh..... gotta get back to my art say. yeah yeah.
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5:59:00 PM
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Doing my art.. im so tired. dont intend to go school tomorrow.. but we'll see. ya? haha. my back's aching. and my art.. urgh. half way man. what the fuxk. she didn't tell us before hand the date line for all 10 sketches. and she came in today and told us we have to hand in all 10, tomorrow, the lastest. what the fuxk man. how am i gonna produce 5 more to hand in.. in one night. and im so tired already. it's not easy man. finally, i've got a tv.. to watch. and i stink. haven bathe since i woke up from my afternoon nap. been taking lotsa afternoon naps this week man. wasted so much time.. sleeping. O.o urgh. shall not sleep anymore in the afternoon from tomorrow on. cant afford to waste time man. how i wish there's 48 hours in a day. that'll be wonder, wont it. then i can do all my stuff and sleep all i want. haha. sleep! i need sleep.. in the night that is. ugrh.. dont feel like drawing.. my art turns out like shit man. it's just plain shitified can. how am i gonna score man.. i feel like shit. and my ulcers hurt like crazy. there's like.. one on my tongue and a big on my lips. it's like.. ouch? feel hungry man. but ate too much today. shan't eat anymore.. i hope. haha. getting fat man. i've always been wad.. sigh. my back's aching........... what the hell. it's has got something to do with p.e man. i swear. everytime i over excert myself. the pain just naturally comes back. and i know, it has nothing to do with the muscles. i know, i just know. went to the doc's last year and he gave me this cream for relaxing the muscles.. whatever for. it's not the muscles. i know it. just dont wanna confront the pain. shall let it hurt till i die. and i'm getting so irritated with ben. yeah. ben. haha. it's someone in class. her names rhymes with ben when it's shortened. the first 4 letters of her name. yeah. getting so freaking irritated with her.. she's acting like a fuxking hypocrite. urgh. and that urh-he got some freaking attitude prob man. not gonna talk to her. dont need some idiot to show me attitude in my life man. she sucks. wonder what's their labels man.. a dont look like one.. then that p look like a. wonder what gorilla sees in her. she's blind man. yeah.. man. feel like crying. dont know why. bound to fail my math. i need to breathe. i need to be free. life's so unfair and it sucks. if i jump off a building today.. will i feel better?
Vitamin C - graduation
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10:20:00 PM
Monday, March 01, 2004
I'm sssssoooooo full. haha. it feels good. yeah. haha. ate like eight sushis. you know those singlely packed ones? yeah.. haha. felt like pucking on the bus man. haha kept saying 'what the fuxk man' haha. they got so irritated. haha. what the fuxk man.. the norton antivirus thingy wouldn't go away! it wasnt responding ma.. so i end task right.. now. urgh. it sucks. the computer man give me some nonsense lau ya virus scan. fuxk him la. haha.
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7:10:00 PM
Ahahahahahah... now in school. yep. in com lab.. wanted go canteen but some idiot came so.. we decided to seek refudge in the com lab.. haha. lame right. yeah. anyway. i've got no tv for the next three days. boo hoo! how am i gonna survive... haha. today's chinese period damn funny can.. laugh like mad. haha. christina.. i've got better ren yuan den you. buahahahahahahahah! me and fran wanna drink jelly joy but seems that our friend.. pui, here. dont wanna get off the com. haha. yeah.. oh. i apologised to fat koh le.. she said okay. apology accepted. yep. took my tests today. gonna fail it big time. alrights. some girl just tripped over that metal casing on the floor. haha. damn hilarious. =P haha.. yeppers. talking crap here man. oh. and ms ho told me not to wear the orange sb.. cause too striking. what the fuxk man. dont wear den i got not enough sb man. you cant expect me to wear normal bra. i'll just die. yep. alrights. tata
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4:12:00 PM
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
I cant find the campfire song code. urgh. but got the fun song one. damn funny seh. there was another one whereby this old woman will sing.
today during english was laughing like mad la.. damn funny can. c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g SONG! if you think we cant go faster then you're wrong! lol!
man.. i hate her can. dont want her to go for camp. fucking bastard. say my neh small. it's not lorr. at least someone said it was big. not like yours. wha laus. look at your size and ah ***'s. you're like... fatter den her and you're smaller?! your neh neh never grow ones ar?! then put there for what? to rot? ass. that's for implying that my neh neh poks are small. you better watch out during camp sia. you suck la. toopid small neh neh come say my neh neh poks' small. ha! so funny.
gonna finish the banner tomorrow. and there's debate.. totally sucks. ha! i cant wait for camp sia...... i think that ah lian's gonna spoil the whole item during campfire. she confirm got something to say one lorrs. say the banner ugly. you got do la. act so smart when you're not. got to hell and kiss my bell man.
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Monday, March 29, 2004
had many intruders in class today.. the something lan one.. mindy and some other sec ones. man.. the sec ones are so.. dots. did the banner today. incompleted still. sighs. was laughing like shit the whole day. was teasing jac during recess today. dont know waht. talked about the canoe. something about her and ahems. the thing will just be 90 degress straight. then, she would murder her partner with that thing. haha. damn funny la.. got math test tomorrow and i haven studied. art's incomplete. im sucha slacked la. and an ass too. hee haw! lol.
watching the eye 2 on wed. and there's like camp the next day. shall spook the hell outta everyone during camp. im so evil......
becca...... i try to do your taggie tomorrow.
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Sunday, March 28, 2004
bought this real nice skirt from zara. whoo! am totally happy with myself. and i haven finished my art. -wtf- comp lag yesterday. it's the cause of it all! surprise, surprise. i am excited about alpha camp. lol. i accused someone wrongly. -slaps forehead- this is so dumb can...... oh, almost forgot. acutally, im not sure la.. issit your birthday? hahas. got my brows shaped today, finally. after sucha long time. im just so lazy larr... cant blame me right. im tired. got a black bikini today. it totally rawks. black's so cool. \/\/hatever. what else did i get.. well, nothing. wanted this bag from 77. too bad, we forgot all about it. hur hur hur.
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Saturday, March 27, 2004
someone please. kill me. im such an ass slacker. ahhhhh...... wasted time doing nothing. needa do up my art. why, why did i take art. some shitified ass mistake i made. im so so tired. art, there's like 2 years more to go.. it's draining me up emotionally and physically. the fuxking a2 board's like more then half of me. art sucks. and im probably gonna be stuck with it my whole life. what. take up physiology? someone. shoot. me. dead. please.
urghs. guess there'll be no sleep for me today. =) till i finish what i planned to finish.
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im going for camp! i've decided. =) am so proud. going out.. to get some stuff for camp. as well as my 10 year. lost it seh. some shit must have stole it. that ass can just head for hell. changed my skin. pretty, aint it. my immortal seems to be saying about this very cowardly guy. bleahs. guys. lol.
just realised that we've been rather spooked these days. the smell of flowers outside lab 4. seems like we are the only ones who can smell. it's kinda scary la.. like what happened to winnie and becca in the toilet near the art room. going for camp soon and we're probably gonna scare some shit outta ourselves. haha. im bored. and toopid jac hung up on me. she's always like that. something's really wrong with her phone. =)
//Evanescence - My immortal
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Friday, March 26, 2004
hrmps. am i supposed to do something? ehs... cant recall. yeah. we shall forget all about it. getting kinda bored with my blog's skin. it needs a change of clothes. haha. running a temperature, 3 days straight. beat that. bet you cant. =P down with flu. the bugs can just go to hell man.
bonded with my rawkable today. was at parkway with cindy and vivian. yeah. didnt succumb to the temptations at mos. basically cause i had zero money. geddit? was hungry like fuck. so be it. la la la. left cindy all alone. im so sorry la. there's a store there named after me. serious. met some strange people in bus. they were like.. fucking loud? man.. where has civilisation gone? in my ass. eeyhore. had a great time laughing. =) they make my day.
the alpha camp person came to school to brief. the person kept looking at nana. Instructor Christine to be precise. so she kept responding. but it sent wrong signals to tangy wangy. "Christina, I can see that you're quite excited about the camp...." Alrights. As a matter of fact, she was tramautized la. camp.. maybe i should go. we shall see. ;) there's like 9 of us not going. it'll be 10 with me in. then barnabas will have the smallest number of people. which totally sucks. banner's almost ready. class decoration.. nah. got a feeling that the shirts gonna be green. lalala. just take that, green's lovely. but shocking green's scary. im ssssooooo addicted to this love. priya told me lots of stuff. yeah. just hope everything goes well. leave it to god. he'll never let you down. somethings are meant to happen. but these are the things which will make you stronger.
chongster's getting outta hand these days. lol. just relax la.. logging in wouldnt kill you right. why bother getting all uptight about her mentioning your name.. she's just experiencing some mega pms. see, menopaulse's reaching. she's mad. she came into class for math and started screaming her head off. finding fault at everything. by the way ms ho, we aren't the dirtiest class and the most ill-discipline one. get your facts right first. stop making us waste unesscesary energy on cleaning. you're not the one in class most of the time anyway. it's just a torture having you as my form teacher. ooo.. i haven logged in for the month of march. =) power, aint it.
"Fats keep you warm" as quoted from dionna. smile! unicode this. it has meaningful verses in it. cheers.
像一场梦 却醒不过来 另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得 为何你付出所有
只是一想起你的温柔 就会让我看不清楚 你想做的你
没有谁强迫我坚强 我却都忍的住 清醒的孤独
你永远是我的最爱 不管爱你有多难
我的心只想属于你 无法预知的未来
你试着抱起我 却看见远方寂寞 爱将会克服一切 在我心中
你永远是我的最爱 不管爱你有多难 我不会停止爱你
握着你温热的手 就算偶而透露 你的不安和放纵 我总是相信你
像一场梦 却醒不过来 另一个你在看着我
他问我愿不愿意 给你更多的自由
只要一想起你的忧愁 就会让我看不清楚 我想做的我
没有谁强迫我坚强 我却都忍的住 梦理的孤独
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004
*i wanna cut hair....! i need to cut my ugly hair. am very very bored with it. i need something new. i need something stylish. i need life. haha. yesterday's lunch was damn funny la.. wan tan anyone? haha. slack the whole time during art lesson. she wasnt here. peace out! went back to class.. early. got spooked. ghost stories, ghost stories. haha. we were exchanging them in class. got really freaked out when we smelt... flowers? alrights, alrights. i know, i know. we're lame. =) such entertainment's needed every now and then. =) still pondering whether to go for alpha camp. should i? to go or not to go. urgh. this is so darn fustrating. it simply sucks la. i dont wanna go cause of the activities. but on the other hand, i wanna go cause of friends. okay. i shall decide another day. need a bath man. going out soon. yeah. urgh.. the song sounds like some fustrated pianist's playing. no, no. no fustration needed here. only peace and serenity. la di da. somehow, somewhere. this feels like it's going out of point. "....I cant see the point man." did 8 rounds today. and guess what? cindy teo will be back next thursday! man! she's a torture! urgh.. pe will be like military training. she'll shape our bods up and turn us into some bulky girls. haha. guess im just thinking too much =) am i? dont know, dont care. all i know is that i feel so alive after those 8 rounds round the track. i'm alive babeh! today's trip home was entertaining. =) laughing at almost everything. the woman was chasing the bird away from her otah stall.. and the bird just 'ran'. hey! you've wings man! man? no.. bird. =P had the ah guaish guy sat opposite me. minalian was laughing like mad? i admit, me too. haha. i stared really hard at him.. he.. reminded me of............. shuwei. (O.o)?! yes. shuwei. wahahahahahaha. joke of the day babes! okay la, all gay guys look like him. came across this gay guy's profile on friday. and ta-da! he looked like shuwei. whoops! im sorry la huh. just cant help thinking bout it. it's just me. met mylynn<--is that how you spell her name? --on the bus? man. that was the worst. she pesters amanda, amanda freaks out, amanda avoids, amanda hides. geddit?! get the picture...? lum di dum. alrights. im gonna be late. and im gonna be ssssoooooo busted. "Ahhhhhh................!"
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Friday, March 19, 2004
Just watched some chinese documentry on suicide. Suicide.. scary? Well, maybe. If you were to tell me.. you've never thought about. I'll take that if that came from an idiot. Guess even an idiot thought about it. Ever stared out of the window and wondered how it would be like to jump off? Ever felt like the pain you were going through proved too much? Ever felt like you couldn't breathe? Ever sat down to cry, complaining life was so darn unfair? Ever thought that God was some unreasonable freak to put you through all these? Well, things happen for some reason right? Studies show that at some point of time in life, you'll probably suffer from depression. Or some form of depression. Used to think I was some freak. Cause every now and then, I thought of suicide. Taking the easy way out was the best I could think of. Just wished I could run away from everything. Or maybe I was better off dead. I wasn't good in anything and I know I wasnt good enough for anyone. I was/am some useless ass. I questioned God and I questioned myself. Got so tired of questioning, I slit my wrist. Pain? The pain wasnt there anymore. It got to the point where nothing else mattered. Where the blood I saw represented life. I wasn't dead. I know I wasnt. But everything felt so numb. I needed someone to talk to. But who? I'm all alone. My world caved in. I couldnt find anyone. Everywhere I turned, I was greeted with emptiness. Some wounds healed. Others never did. Till now, my mind's filled with suicide. And I dont like it when others talked about their dads. About how unreasonable their dads are. This friend of mine hates her granny, for some unknown reason. Wished she was dead. She's your granny, for crying out loud! You know, everytime I joked about my father this and that. Deep down, it hurts so badly. Just didn't show it. Even if I did, who would sympathise? You? What a joke. My final verdict? Suicide's the best option. Cause no one would hear you out. No one. You're all alone. Just like me.
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004
I ssssssooooooo blarddy bored. there's like absolutely nothing to do.
i saw her. i think it's her. i dont know. im so farking confused. guess im always so confused. letting the tears flow never felt so good.
it's not gonna change is it. you'll never believe me. im moving on. grown up.. and earsing the pain. guess i'll see you somewhere down the road. we'll be acquaintances once more.
i think it's her. everything about her. her eyes. her smile. her grin. her gaze. she's got me mesmerized. she made me feel like i could not breathe. and all i want to do is to feel her touch. but i kept backing off. the fear's there. afraid to commit. i guess i scared you off. all im asking for is your understanding..
send me an angel to heal my broken heart for being in love.
earse these memories that plays like a film without sound.
they haunt like a restless soul.
free me..
stay with me and i'll be there with you.
encoding in unicode.
冷风过境
吹乱心情 露出了伤心
我有 多么伤多么痛 你不会相信
冷风过境
吹动记忆 心无法痊愈
等待 有多苦有多难
梦何时会醒
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Tuesday, March 16, 2004
I got tanner!
Yay! Haha. Abit only la. The sun was so small yesterday. Met 3 drizzles. Dammit. How are we suppose to tan like that right? Haha. Shall plan another tanning outing soon.. Yeah. I must get tanner. The tanner, the better. Yeah.... I got my legs tanner. Actually, that's my aim la. to get my legs tanner so it'll look slimmer. haha. Bleahs.... got a skirt yesterday from pepper plus. Wanted to get the topshop one. But it's 63 and it does not look like it's worth that much. yeah. decided to go zara before deciding on getting the topshop one. haha. yesterday was fun la.... real tired. haha. my mama looked at my face and thought of fried rice. what the hell. so funny can.. haha. okay. nothing much. one thing: i perfer siloso to sunset bay. haha. it's much cleaner and lesser crowd at siloso. yeah... i got into the water! yay! haha. used to get really intimidated by the waters. yep. but still, i dare not go into the deeper part. haha. yeppers! bought a new pair of shoes on sunday, i think.. at jurong point. that place's rather nice to shop la.. kinda big. haha. the shoes are really my kind. haha. bleahs.
"..You're just somebody who wastes all my time.."
//Backstreet boys - 10 thousand promises
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Sunday, March 14, 2004
You. You. You. You. You. You. You! It's all you. always you.
made me smile and left me with a heart yet to mend.
all im left with are memories of you and me.
i tried to fake it.
but the pain's there.
intoxicating.
im poisoned,
imprisoned by our prancing moments.
and now i see through painted vision, blurred with lies.
tears will fall like the passing rain,
i felt my way round,
couldn't find.. and i couldn't see,
those familar hands that used to hold me..
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Saturday, March 13, 2004
I changed the music again.......! Haha. In less den an hour sia. haha.
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Changed my blog music....... haha. was reluctant to change the maroon 5 song but. yeah.. thought energy's missing you was a beautiful song so yeah. that's how i arrived with a decision. haha. lame seh. bleahs. got a feeling im gonna put the maroon 5 song back soon..... haha.
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Yay! School hols! Whoo~ Haha
That Dionna's a potential terrorist man. She wanted to blow up the whole 53 bus can.. Lighting the lighter in a bus?! Man..... She wanna kill us all! Ah........! Toopid know she..... Wfua laus. Fool. Haha. Okay. Collected ca results yesterday. Failed.. 3? Passed ones were only borderline. Believe it or not man. I failed literature. Damn shitified. It was like only....... 41.2? And Yuen got 40. Man. That ho-ley cher dunch know how to mark essays can. She was the one who gave us the points. In one way or another, she's marking her own work. Lame sia. Haha. Yesterday was the funniest la. I wore Yuen's uniform. Cause vian had this size 38 uniform and dunno how come.... we changed uniforms. I wore yuen's. She wore rawkable's and rawkable wore hers. Haha. I looked like so.... so i dont know what. And i just remembered im supposed to do char's blog. and i forgot the add. haha. never mind.. shall wait for her to return to sg and ask her. yeah. going sun tanning tomorrow! Whoo! Can hardly wait man. Haha. Wish I could re-live yesterday. It was so damn funnie. Haha. Chongster aka Tall Ass is now also known as the under nourishment panda. The way she smiled yesterday.. you should have seen it. Wfua laus. She looked like some panda can.. den got not enough bamboo to eat. Haha. Damn funny. And when we were collecting results, the whole gang of us crowded round joyce's and winnie's table. Ho-ley asked what we were doing.. "We're bonding" Haha. No la..... illegal gathering la. My shoulders are aching man. Must be the heavy bag. Haha. Okay. Didn't go for the energy thingy. didn't wanna go. not because im tired. but because i felt that it's embarrassing. Haha. Just read vivian's blog. Vian ar..... dont think too much about her la...... Later kana the moh peng disease. Ahahaha! We're all evil freaks la. Haha. Got a mango racer yesterday. It's pink! and really figure hugging. Haha. Okay.. wanted this skirt but thought that it was too transparent. didnt get it. couldn't be bothered to try. yeah. collected passport yesterday. I can sum up something about the ica peeps. they either have attitude probs or pms. Urgh! They suck la. Im so tired............ haha. Did chi-na compo yesterday. wrote about xiao ben ben pon-ing school for energy. xiao ben ben is her la.... This over weight person. Okay. I know im mean.. she's over weight wad. Stating the fact. Im over weight too..... haha. Bleahs. i just love my friends la. I know you're just jealous.
//Michelle Branch - Breathe
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Whahahaha! I finally found the song! This love by maroon 5. It totally rocks. Yeah... love it. Man.. had terrible mens cramp today. so didn't do pe......... spent the lesson in the sick bay with rockable, dionna, pui and su---anne. haha. laughed like crazy. and nana never go for art again.. haiyo. nana. *wags finger. cannot like this. haha. anyway. stayed back did jac's art.. did nonsense la. it'll be surprising if the work passes. haha. lame. then went to j8.. ate the bbbbaaaalllllls.......... haha. saw some nerdified idiots. okay la. funny stuff happened. my mens cramp still there say. cant stand it. and i freaked the hell outta yvonne. haha. wanted to say everyone failed ss. but i typed everything failed. haha. Sorry la... dont cry. =) okay. only 3 of us passed ss. chongster, me and becca. beck's the highest man.. then me.. then chongster. only got 62.something. haha. but i topped the class for the very first test. there was only one test anyway.. haha. okay. shall stop crapping. and the this love song is incomplete! what the fuxk. cheat my feelings...... feeling so cold. dammit man. and the tag board's got a problem.. yeah. my name tag's with big bird! wad the fuck. talked some much crap man when we were in her office. what the hell. her office damn big but she doesn't deserve that much space.. but oooooo. i forgot. she's a bird. she needs space to ffffffflllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy! haha. she sucks la. she thinks she's got feathers then she very cool. no lorr. i think skin's nicer. and yeah, yeah. i was right. yuen still likes azilah. yeah.. haha. she stopped calling me pig. i really really cant stand it man........ whenever she calls me that. i know la. short and fat. dont have to everytime call and remind me mah. idiot. but.. recently.. when she calls me that. i ignore her. haha. yeah..... asshole know she. everytime bully me. hrmpf! what the fuxk. urgh................
//Maroon 5 - this love
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004
okay.. know i haven updated since friday.. yeah. shall update you on the happenings. scroll down if ya wanna read.
Saturday
Had sports meet.. yep. Lee didn't get champion. As expected. the cheerleading sucks. haha. okay. thou shall not criticise. cause thou arent any better. haha. talking crap la, i know.. okay. so went for breakfast at mac's. woke up late so took a cab down. darn, i wasted money on shit again. urgh. then........ jac asked me to buy harshbrown for her.. i did. but left it there. what the fuxk. urgh. how dumb can i be man..... okay. fine. Went for lunch with mei mei, char, pui, jac and bon. yeah. we all ate chicken rice. yeah.... arent afraid of the chicken flu or something like that la huh. not sure.. okay. priya called said she dont wanna meet us if ben's there. i told her ben's not with us. she said okay. she'll go and meet us in town instead.. but............ as usual. she did not. mei mei, jac, pui and me headed down town.. took lotsa neos.... yep. busted all my ka-chings on neos can you believe it..... god dammit. urgh. but it's okay. neo's my first love la..... if i saved all the money instead of sending it all into the machine.. i believe i would have saved enough to get the machine myself. or i could marry a rich old man and spent his money on buying machines after machines and take all i want. haha. lame thought though. yeah. hmm.... oh.. meet this fucking gay at cine. he kept dropping his coins and i got real pissed off. and starting shooting my mouth off. then he said something.. 'extra'.. pui was like wanna say, say it louder. like us. haha. okay.... meet vivian and ah pau after taking neos. told them what happen.. then vivian wanna do something to him la..... ah pau push her then she in turn pushed him. yeah.. he said kao pei. huh?! kao pei? his hokkien worse than mine can?! kao pei si mi? did we even shout? nnnoooooooo......... we merely pushed him. kao pei? haha. joke of the day. okay. saw some skinny bitch trying to dance and shake like christina aguilera.. when she's like fatless?! shake sai. shake all her bone break. meet leen, corrine.. manda, miao.. some other peeps in town. yeah. we were the only ones in house tees...... haha. yep. went to the causeway point's funfair.... was pratically wasting my time there and i was freaking tired. got home rather late. did my stuff and slump onto bed.
Sunday
Wanted to jog......... but yeah. was too tired to pull myself outta bed. haha. lazy bones. went out with mummy..... got a new bra which cost 30 plus. wanna get that pink nike sb neh. so be-au-ti-ful. shall get it........ my new bra rocks haha. you know that piere cardin 'hip-hop' generation bra..? yeah. it totally rocks though i not like totally into bras................ haha. but. the bra was pink so yeah. haha. okay got new socks on sat. puma pink ankle length socks. yeah.... it rocks too. haha. okay. got the clock..... uh huh.... nothing much really happened. yep. just that my back's been aching since the day we did 2 sets of 3 rounds during pe... yea.
Today
Yay! today. went oms to mum mum. manda lent me cash.. haha. i was so hungry can. didn't eat during recess.. and we kept muching away after lunch. we were like pigs. haha. i'm one la........ got home and ate again. =/ okay. stayed back. got really lame in the library.. 'talked' to the sec ones. haha. okay. shan't elabourate. yep yep. my back's aching again.. toopid mei mei. darn fickle minded say she. haha. pasa malam started! food! haha. shall eat tomorrow if mummy comes home early. yep yep. okay. shall stop here. tomorrow's a new day.. yeah. lame la. energy arriving tomorrow. 100 percent garuntee she's not coming to school.. got this premonition. haha. i can tell the future la. i rawk. anyway.. she did this presentation on them today. she wasn't the one talking but.. dont think you act like you know them very well.. you think you rawk la. well, you dont. and then nana me leen got real lame. haha. okay. I hate Ben. is that fine with you?
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Man... im like in school now... in the damned library. so bored. slept the whole day yesterday. yep. it was raining.. haven blogged. i know. so im doing it right now. and i dont know what to say.. cause nothing happen yesterday. slept the whole day so how could something happen right? right. pui's playing pool which is bad for health. and the school com's keyboard sucks! haha. my passport's ready for collection.. yeah. mummy's on leave this friday.. uh huh.. gonna go collect my passport. yep. oh.... some bandung sec ones are playing NEOPETS.. can you believe it.. it's like oh my god. toopid yuen pissed me off man.. she made me do all the social studies work.. like hell. she was just concentrating on getting high with dionna and christina... urgh. so sickening. in the it resource room summore.. with jacob right in the front. haha. it's oh man.......... and she fell off the chair trying to act suductive infront of nana. Whahahahahahah!
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Friday, March 05, 2004
Ah! We changed places today. My eileen's gone..... boo hoo. I am so sad. When we connecting well.......... e.ho separate us. what is this man. hai..... she now sitting with er-he. haha. and she's like one end of the class room and i'm at the other. went recess with jac, pui.. leen. manda.... nana, cindy.... and pok pok. then we were like talking in this language.. damn funny man.......! Haha. only we understand la. cause 3d2 rawks. Yeah! Haha. Haiyo. I feel so bloody naughty today. Did alot of naughty things. not a lot la.. copied ting xie.. then we ***** from *ook***p. yeah. cant say it man............ not i do one la...... but we all played a part. haha. i want the small notebook! So cute! Nana ish a naughty girl..... yeah. haha. But we rawk la. we simply rock. haha. today was relatively okay.... just that math was super boring. she taught some 3x-9+blah blah blah=0 Huh? I dont understand lor. only know a little man....... i am so toopid. haha. but still, i rawk. yeah. went back with priya today.. talked alot about.. ben/benedict. she totally sucks man. she really really sucks. enough bout her. cant stand her.. we're meeting tomorrow at heartland's macs.. to have breakfast. ya. kinda stupid la, i know.. but who cares. got sports meet tomorrow which totally sucks cause it's like at hougang stadium.. and where the hell is that? i dont know..... so yeah. didn't finish my art....... dont know what to draw but handed in. haha. cant be bothered man...... my art sucks. regretted taking art. f and n looks easier.. haha. but never mind. the only thing i really regret is taking pure lit. it's tougher than i thought. yeah. feel so sleepy and fat man. shall go do some rope and perspire alittle...
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Thursday, March 04, 2004
Hai yo! Met some despo on irc. Ah!!!! So despo can. Just went in to download songs and he came to talk to me.. what the fuxk man. what did i do... ah!! scary can.. and im not like sssooo into guys. hello?! you're talking to a homosexual here. oh man. dont hook me up man. *runs around screaming*Get away!! AH! I dont like you!! I've got someone else!! Go away! Somebody save me ar!
Man............ bad day. Didn't go school cause didnt finish my art. urgh.. drew like only 2? one completed. but one's of a junk boat which i dont know what has it gotta do with chinatown. haha. anyway. dont really have lots of pictures.. so ya. i'm freaking dead. bloody cocked up man.. my phone. it's cranky!!!! Ah!! What am I to do man........ urgh. there's sports meet on saturday. there goes my beauty sleep. what the fuxk! cant they hold it on a school day or something. urgh..... gotta get back to my art say. yeah yeah.
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Doing my art.. im so tired. dont intend to go school tomorrow.. but we'll see. ya? haha. my back's aching. and my art.. urgh. half way man. what the fuxk. she didn't tell us before hand the date line for all 10 sketches. and she came in today and told us we have to hand in all 10, tomorrow, the lastest. what the fuxk man. how am i gonna produce 5 more to hand in.. in one night. and im so tired already. it's not easy man. finally, i've got a tv.. to watch. and i stink. haven bathe since i woke up from my afternoon nap. been taking lotsa afternoon naps this week man. wasted so much time.. sleeping. O.o urgh. shall not sleep anymore in the afternoon from tomorrow on. cant afford to waste time man. how i wish there's 48 hours in a day. that'll be wonder, wont it. then i can do all my stuff and sleep all i want. haha. sleep! i need sleep.. in the night that is. ugrh.. dont feel like drawing.. my art turns out like shit man. it's just plain shitified can. how am i gonna score man.. i feel like shit. and my ulcers hurt like crazy. there's like.. one on my tongue and a big on my lips. it's like.. ouch? feel hungry man. but ate too much today. shan't eat anymore.. i hope. haha. getting fat man. i've always been wad.. sigh. my back's aching........... what the hell. it's has got something to do with p.e man. i swear. everytime i over excert myself. the pain just naturally comes back. and i know, it has nothing to do with the muscles. i know, i just know. went to the doc's last year and he gave me this cream for relaxing the muscles.. whatever for. it's not the muscles. i know it. just dont wanna confront the pain. shall let it hurt till i die. and i'm getting so irritated with ben. yeah. ben. haha. it's someone in class. her names rhymes with ben when it's shortened. the first 4 letters of her name. yeah. getting so freaking irritated with her.. she's acting like a fuxking hypocrite. urgh. and that urh-he got some freaking attitude prob man. not gonna talk to her. dont need some idiot to show me attitude in my life man. she sucks. wonder what's their labels man.. a dont look like one.. then that p look like a. wonder what gorilla sees in her. she's blind man. yeah.. man. feel like crying. dont know why. bound to fail my math. i need to breathe. i need to be free. life's so unfair and it sucks. if i jump off a building today.. will i feel better?
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Monday, March 01, 2004
I'm sssssoooooo full. haha. it feels good. yeah. haha. ate like eight sushis. you know those singlely packed ones? yeah.. haha. felt like pucking on the bus man. haha kept saying 'what the fuxk man' haha. they got so irritated. haha. what the fuxk man.. the norton antivirus thingy wouldn't go away! it wasnt responding ma.. so i end task right.. now. urgh. it sucks. the computer man give me some nonsense lau ya virus scan. fuxk him la. haha.
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Ahahahahahah... now in school. yep. in com lab.. wanted go canteen but some idiot came so.. we decided to seek refudge in the com lab.. haha. lame right. yeah. anyway. i've got no tv for the next three days. boo hoo! how am i gonna survive... haha. today's chinese period damn funny can.. laugh like mad. haha. christina.. i've got better ren yuan den you. buahahahahahahahah! me and fran wanna drink jelly joy but seems that our friend.. pui, here. dont wanna get off the com. haha. yeah.. oh. i apologised to fat koh le.. she said okay. apology accepted. yep. took my tests today. gonna fail it big time. alrights. some girl just tripped over that metal casing on the floor. haha. damn hilarious. =P haha.. yeppers. talking crap here man. oh. and ms ho told me not to wear the orange sb.. cause too striking. what the fuxk man. dont wear den i got not enough sb man. you cant expect me to wear normal bra. i'll just die. yep. alrights. tata
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